We got to the Marriott Marquis & Marina in San Diego at about 10:30pm. Within a few minutes i started to worry about food for tomorrow (even though I know we are eating our meals together as part of the conference). One issue is there are just 3 meals scheduled for tomorrow (for most people this would be normal). The issue is I have been eating 7 times a day, starting at 6 am and then every two hours after that. The more I thought about it the more I began to worry that this weekend would turn into a disaster because I would lose to much weight (I could easily drop 2-3 pounds this weekend if I don't keep my routine up) this weekend.
I want to pause now to say I know this sounds crazy! I know it is not rational or logical to be spazing out about a few small meals...and I would probably have found food in the morning that I could have set aside for snacks. That being said, I insisted on going to the grocery store at 11pm.
An hour later I returned with organic oatmeal, all natural applesauce, fiber bars, cottage cheese, and water. Life has regained its balance. All is well and I am heading to bed.
I look forward to attending the conference in a few hours, who knows maybe some of them are crazy as well.
I want to pause now to say I know this sounds crazy! I know it is not rational or logical to be spazing out about a few small meals...and I would probably have found food in the morning that I could have set aside for snacks. That being said, I insisted on going to the grocery store at 11pm.
An hour later I returned with organic oatmeal, all natural applesauce, fiber bars, cottage cheese, and water. Life has regained its balance. All is well and I am heading to bed.
I look forward to attending the conference in a few hours, who knows maybe some of them are crazy as well.
Brad, I hope all goes well on your trip. I hope you are able to gain the knowledge and understanding you are hoping for. It is hard to imagine having to be that concerned about weight loss. Hang in there.
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