Immunolgy

I was supposed to have an appointment with an Immunologist today but when I showed up and introduced myself I got one of those weird looks from the receptionist that let me know there was something wrong. Turns out the appointment that I thought was for Tuesday at 5:45 pm was actually for Wednesday. The real killer is it took 2 months to get this appointment and she says, no problem I'll have someone call you to reschedule, when we all know that's not going to happen and I am going to have to fight to try to get another appointment some time months from now.

SO...I was mad. Mad because they screwed the schedule up. Mad that she wouldn't reschedule me right then. Mad that I couldn't make the appointment the next day. Mad that everyone else thinks their time is more valuable then mine. Mad that I have been getting mad so easily. Mad that I have to keep SEEING DOCTORS WHO ARE DOING NOTHING FOR ME BUT WASTE MY MONEY AND TIME!!!!

So I went and picked up Bradley and Keegan from soccer and I was frustrated, angry, sad. DawnMarie was worried. I don't like being like this. I don't like the lows and highs that have become part of my normal. This is not me...except it is me. Honestly though if I really needed to see an immunologist I can just wait until I need to go to an emergency room then I will get some quality face time, no appointment needed.