High Standards

I am feeling a lot of pressure right now. The type that presses on your chest and doesn't let go. The type of pressure where a thousand little things start to consume your every thought. Yet no one thing is worthy of more then a moments passing concern. 

I think this is in part due to legitimate external factors that are beyond my control (health/work). The thing is I also heap on extra pressure of my own accord. 

Tonight for instance I led a bible study that was less then ideal (it was boring). I wanted to provide a fun filled midweek activity and realize that I didn't do that this week. 

I am beating myself up right now about the missed opportunity, but will have to let it go and try to do better next week.