First Mourning

So today was the first day back to work…wow! In the past my alarm was set for 6am and I was out of the house by 6:35. This included hygiene, walking the dog, and ironing the occasional shirt (I would pick up breakfast and a big gulp on the way to work).

Today I woke up at 5 and took my Kineret shot out of the fridge (it has to warm up for an hour), cooked breakfast, hygiene, ironed Alyssa’s shirt, gave myself my shot, took my pills (10), walked the dog, and I was out of the house by 6:40. What a difference!

It is amazing how the simple things in life are never really that simple. Eating simple and living healthy should be easier but it’s not. All of you who live this life of health issues, allergies, etc. I give you my emotional support. 

I mourn the old ways but don't want them back, confusing I know.